Moose Musings

11:05pm: I opened this tab like an hour and a half ago and I'm only just now starting to type in it. Pft, fail.

Anyway, I'm sorry to say my mental state is still kinda...off...I'm starting to wonder if not having a proper breakfast before taking my anti-depressant is behind it. I mean obviously I have to take it every day, but I do recall reading about the importance of taking it after eating. But maybe I need a bit more than a mandarin and a couple of spoons of yogurt.

Anyway, I felt upset this morning and like I've been saying since Wednesday I can't put a finger on why. I feel that something's missing, but what? I did IM crossover_chick and talk for a bit (thanks, Vic) which made me think maybe it's writing. Like I signed up to Camp NaNo this month with the intention of getting back in the game only to find...I don't know what to write? Like...I've got no inspiration! At all?! I usually make up little stories in my head all the time, even if I never write any of it down and they seem to have gone AWOL too. It's disturbing.

Although having written that out I can see why something seems to be missing...because it is! My creative mojo! Where did it go? Why did it go? And why have I only just noticed this turn of events? Because thinking about it, I'm sure the little narrator in my head has been quiet for a while now. But I just noticed it this Wednesday? Why then? I've been quite happy these past few months - the odd panic attack excepted - scratches head.

The only thing I can think of is that I've been slacking off on my reading since been told about needing to move from the Granny Flat - and even though that's all cleared up now - I haven't got back into it and now my brain is all quiet, with more time to think about bad stuff.

The book I'm currently halfway through is about Roger Federer and one fan's journey watching him play and whatnot. Which perhaps is a bit of a bad choice because sadly even switching channels last night and going to bed didn't work. The Fed-Ex fought back valiantly only to go down in five sets to Freddo. Sigh.

I do have a number of other books to read though so I could look at those! I really should get with the program.

I might also be a bit distressed because last weekend when I went to my grandparents' place I discovered I hadn't put the top on my wart removal stuff properly and some of it leaked on my purple shirt - the one I sewed by hand - and left a stain, which hasn't come off despite washing! Damn, what if it won't come out? I worked so hard on that shirt...

Shakes head.

Anyway, I turned the heater off in preparation for going to bed and now it's getting chilly in here so I'm gonna wrap this up now. Besides I skipped my Russian last night and I really ought to do it now.

Goodnight all!

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11:23pm: So last week I received an email from this place I applied to a job for, asking me to call and when I did I was informed while the job I applied to was taken another one might be coming up so I should come in for an interview.

So, I called up today to arrange a time, but I had to leave a message because the guy didn't answer his phone, about ten minutes later I got an SMS, turns out this other job ain't happening so no interview for me.

Rude! Although this does mean I don't have to worry about having to leave my current job before I finish cleaning up the files. However, I really do have to look for other jobs, I just wish they'd give me an extra day, doesn't seem to be much of a chance of that happening though, boo.

Not much else to report although my digestive system continues to be a bit of an ass, I had some heart burn today and that was very unpleasant, thankfully it's gone now.

And I'm pleased to report that the parking spot madness has all been sorted out, whoo! It seems I misunderstood who exactly I could talk too, turns out the woman I've been speaking too fronts the money, whoops. That's awkward, but hey, I got the money.

And now Memes! (Not sure how many I will get done since time's running out again!)

Saturday Six

1. Based on celebrities you’ve seen who’ve had plastic surgery, more often than not, do you believe it’s better to have cosmetic urgery or just age gracefully? Age gracefully! Or at least stop the face lifts before you end up with the cat eye thing going on o.O

2. Should there be an age limit for teenagers who want cosmetic surgery for appearance only (in other words, when no legitimate medical issue is involved)? Hell, yeah D: That's just...not even right!

3. What part of physical aging do you fear most? The whole mind going thing...Alzehimers possibly runs in the family!

4. Would you ever consider having Botox injections for cosmetic purposes? I'd rather not.

5. Would you ever consider a facelift, chin lift or brow lift? No thanks. I hate the thought of necessary surgery!

6. Would you ever consider liposuctstapling surgery to combat obesity? Err, depends if my doctor recommended it, otherwise, Hell to the no!

Sunday Stealing

:IF I WON 100 MILLION DOLLARS....:

What kind of car would you buy? Eh, don't like cars all that much these days...but I guess one of those smart cars in green would be pretty cool.

Where in the country would you move to? I quite like it here in Australia...but going to New York City for a while would sure be cool.

What kind of house would you buy? Probably my apartment that I'm in right now! Although, I might splash out for a nice 1 bedroom now that I think about it.

Would you give your family any money? Of course I would!

What charity would you donate to? One that provides clean drinking water to poor countries.

Would you give your friends any money? Hmm...I guess, not as much as I'd give to my family though!

Where would you go on vacation? New York! Italy! Malta! Hawaii!

What luxury item would you buy first? Uh...I dunno...a new Box Thing box I guess!

Would it change your life? 100 million dollars? You bet it would!

Would you save any of it? Yes sir! Never know when there's going to be a rainy day.

Would it change your current relationship? N/A

Would you quit your job? Hell no! A bit of extra money coming in is always a bonus.

Would you ever work again? See above, it's be nice not having to work to live.

What one task would you never do again? Clean my bathroom, I'd hire someone to do that for me :O)

What dream of yours would you be able to do? Visit the Back to the Future film sites, whoo!

Would you change the way you dress? Nah, a fashion plate I am not,

Would you change anything about your body? Nope, I'm good.

Would you miss anything about not being rich? Not that I can think of, unless people start knocking on my door every day.

Who would be the first person you tell? My mother!

Would it bring you happiness? Well, a bit, yes...

Right, time to haul ass!

Goodnight all!

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