Oh COME ON!

Apr. 8th, 2007 04:59 pm
anonymoose_au: (Holy Crap I am FREAKING Out!)
3:40pm: I am so furious at...myself? The World? Both?

The last couple of days have been quite a nightmare, my subconsious is freaking out on me, last night I felt terribly ill and called up the parish priest to say I wouldn't be able to do the Power Point at church which set off a schmoozle to say the least. M flipped out at me, and was still annoyed this morning, and I almost headed back to the apartment because I didn't think I was going to be any good at Easter lunch. In the end, I did the Power Point and picked up my little bro (who was running an hour late) and went back with him the the grandparents and saw Uncle Sam, Jo and Cousin Mack and all went pretty well...

But my Irritable Bowel it seems has declared war on chocolate, earlier in the day I ate some of the chocolate egg I'd been given by some friends at church. I ended up feeling terribly ill (incidentally, I had some chocolate last night before my stomach started hurting so bad), so I took some Buscopan and was fine.

But after Easter dinner, I had the rest of the egg and when the time came to drop my little bro off at the station and my guts started freaking out again...I was in such a state that I left my handbag with my wallet and mobile and a book at my grandparents' and didn't even realise it until I was all the way back here!

M called and told me it was there before I could call her, I had hopes that Uncle Sam and Jo were stil there, because they're going to the theatre over here and they could have dropped it off. But no. M said I should come back and get it, but God fuck it, I am no mood for that! Aside from the waste of Bridge Toll the thought of getting back in the damn car and driving all that way...

Fortunately Ben is coming to my rescue, he lives near my grandparents' place and has to pick up something in town tomorrow, so he'll bring it along.

I've just realised something though, I have no money or bus tickets or anything, how can I get into town? Great...

My subconsious is absolutely pissing me off...I swear it's trying to sabotage me, that it might actually believe it can get my parents to return if I freak out! But that's not fair! I would never be able to forgive myself if I ruined my parents big trip.

Goddamnit...I figured having my grandparents around in my parents absence, but at this current time it seems to do more harm than good...But...maybe not...Ugh! I need to get a grip, work is back on next week and there's no time to be sick, I got sick days, but to take them within a week of beginning work...well, geeze, I might as well wear a sign that says "Fire Me!"

Character Meme! )

Well, I'm not hating life so much now, but I sure don't know what to do with myself...Goddamnit...

Memes please )

Oh the plus side (knock on wood, touch gold) I think my cold maybe clearing up...now if only my stupid stomach could behave itself, geeze!

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