Fucking Hell! Stupid Show!

8:33pm OK, I'm watching What's Good For You and they're doing a thing on migraines...but one of the people who is roadtesting the various cures you can use keeps throwing up, and it's made me freak out a bit! This why I can't bare to watch Pirates of the Carribean, I mean you're not even seeing anything and my palms are sweating and the heart is going. I also feel like I might be getting a headache, but it might be psychological.

I'm feeling a bit disturbed for other reasons, the panic I'm having right now is the third since yesterday, this afternoon when I was going to the mechanic about the car I got lost and completely flipped out! I thought I was going to crash my car! I was hyperventilating and everything! I finally got back to a familiar road and calmed right down and got to the mechanic only to find out it was too late! This seriously sucks because my mother is over here going to the meeting of the board, she was supposed to drive home in the red car but she can't, so I either have to drive her over and come back, or stay over at the parentals and drive back over tomorrow morning. Fuck. I don't feel like driving, particularly with paniciking. Life sucks!

Anyway, I'm worried about all this because you know I have to go to work and lead my life and so on, and panic attacks that come out of left fielf are really throwing me off! It also makes me feel like I have to smoke or something. Me, smoke! How stupid is that, so instead I just kind of chew on my tongue or scratch at my throat, neither of which I recommend 'cause it hurts!

I wonder when the meeting will end. I've cleaned up the house a bit because the last time Mum had a meeting and she came up to see the apartment she chucked a fit and told me I had to leave it! Don't want that to happen again!

Riiight...som that's all I wanted say. Bitching makes a person feel better. :OP That an a paracetamol tablet.

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The Good News...

I didn't have to drive Mum home and back because we got a new plan...but alas! There's a serious problem with it, it means I won't get to work until...well...an optomistic estimate is 11am. But I dunno. Crap...I wonder if I can convince Mum to bring the car in earlier. It also means I have to catch the bus at the right time and everything. I sure hope this doesn't end up totally fucked up or I'm going to feel really stupid!

I'm thinking maybe I should go to work earlier (say getting there at 9 and leaving at 2), picking up the car on the way home then going to the mechanics...I should be able to get there in time that way. Hmmm, I'll send a message to Mum and see what she thinks of that idea.

Sunday Seven

THIS WEEK'S QUESTION:

Name seven things you have done or would be willing to do to reduce your contributions to global warming.

1. Switch to Green Power
2. Buy those florescent globe thingies
3. Only use the air conditioner if it gets above 30 degrees C.
4. Buy five star appliances (the ones that are the best with no CFCs)
5. Sell the car and take public transport
6. Buy products with less packaging (big waste of resources that is)
7. Turn my electrical appliances off at night.

Monday Madness

1. Do you have a photo blog? If so, feel free to share the link with us!

Nope, because I don't have a digital camera or even a regular camera on me at the mo. And my mobile camera isn't really that hot. I do like posting photos though.

2. How many pets do you own, and what are their names? If none, have you had a favorite pet in the past?

Sniff, Frankie, dear, dear Frankie! My yellow canary.

3. How many times a week does the carpet in your house get vacuumed? No carpet? How many times a MONTH do your floors get mopped?

Err...I just vacuumed it tonight, before that though...no idea! As for the bathroom floor it really does need to be mopped but I haven't got around to it yet...

4. Which room in your house do you spend the most time in?

It's only got two rooms and one's a bathroom so the main room! (If I spent most of my time in the bathroom, I'd be worried...)

5. Have you read any good books lately?

Yes, the book about King Louie XVI called The Lost King, poor kid. :O(

6. What is your biggest source of news? (Newspaper? Television? Radio? Other?)

TV, I usually end up watching three news programs a day, though I'm usually distracted during 'em. But still it's all news watching.

Monday's A Bitch

Wedding Fever!

1. Who's was the last wedding you attended?

Well what do you know, I attended one two weeks ago! One of the women Mum and Dad sing with at church got married.

2. Do you enjoy attending weddings, or do they bore you to tears?

Dunno...I wouldn't say they bore me to tears...although the last three I went too were in gardens with no microphones or whatnot so it was rather hard to hear anything! And the last one before the lady at church's a mosquito attacked me!

3. Would you prefer your wedding to be a lavish event with hundreds of guests, or a casual one with good friends and family? (or if you're already married, what was yours like?)

I don't like going to events with lots and lots of people, so I'd have to say...a small one, church or wherever.

4. Have you ever been part of the wedding party?

Indeed I have, I was a flower girl at my Aunt Weed's wedding, it was pretty scary walking down the aisle first...everyone staring. At least I didn't have to stand up the whole time.

5. Does marriage in general make you feel goopey and warm inside, or skeptical?

Dunno, marriages do break up I suppose, but most of the time people go into them with good intentions and stuff.

Well...I still haven't got a reply to my message to Mum yet...I may have to call tomorrow morning.

Anyway here's a quizzies I did a few days ago:

You Are 24% Brutally Honest

Honesty is nice, but only when it's convenient. You rather be nice than honest. You figure it's important to be honest about the big stuff, but little lies never hurt anyone!

How Brutally Honest Are You?

Hmmm...I suppose that's right. I do stick my foot in my mouth a lot! But I guess not that much! :O)

Anyway, good night all!

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