Don't You Hate It When You Forget Shit?

As I mentioned I went to the doctor's yesterday to ask about the pains in my legs (which are kinda feeling better now, I can walk without pain but I can't stretch my feet out) and to ask about my cough but I neglected to ask about my ear because it wasn't hurting at the time and I figured it was because of the teeth. Now it's aching again...and it's just occurred to me that maybe the pain in my TEETH was referred pain, not the other way around, do'h! However...I don't really want to go back to the same doctor again, I mean I don't want to be like the Boy Who Cried Wolf. On the otherhand the ear as actually painful...which makes me wonder, I've just taken antibotics for 10 days, how the Hell did I get ear infection...what a fucking rip off! But yes, so I kind of need to go to doc in that case because otherwise the infection could spread, lovely thought. But that would make FIVE visits in one month! I guess though that's what they're there for, maybe I'll just ask for a different doctor and hope my usual doc doesn't see me and wonder "Back AGAIN, what the Hell?"

But seriously, how the Hell did this happen? Did taking the antibotics make me more suspetible to ear infections (seeing as it gets rid of the good bacteria too)? Surely not, 'cause now I think about it, wouldn't that mean you'd have to go on antibotics forever because you'd just get one infection after another? Obviously that doesn't happen so I must have been unlucky.

Man, it's things like this that make me worry about what I'm going to be like in my old age...I hope I make it there without dying from something lame outright.

Of course...I could always go to a different medical centre, but that's pretty dumb...really I'm sure people have gone to doctor's a lot more than I have...plus it's really starting to ache now. I hope today's Quincy isn't a good one 'cause I'm going to have to miss it.

Owwww.

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I'm Not Drunk! I have a speech impediment...and a stomach virus...and an ear infection...

Thankfully, knock on wood, touch gold, pray, am only suffering from the last one. My poor left ear...it aches, as it turned out I ended up seeing my usual Doc, but she didn't think I was crying wolf after taking a look in my ear, which she said was very red. So I'm back on antibotics, sigh! I'm also taking some strong pain medicine because it hurst like a bitch, I'm also feeling semi-deaf in one ear, which is very irritating because I just know I'll have trouble hearing Mum and Dad calling up to me from downstairs as they are wont to do.

In other news, I'm was very impressed to hear that the juriers of that Hijacker-That-Never-Was case, this guy is an all around nasty piece of work, captured before 11th September, he didn't speak up at all thus allowing the whole hidieous event to occur! What a monster. That been said though, when I heard that the jury recommended he serve Life with no possibility of Parole, I was extremely relieved. Now on the face of it it looks like as the guy said that he won, but it's not like that at all! Rather then degrade ourselves to their level by killing for revenge or to solve our problems, we've shown that we're much better than they are and that they can't make us act in a way that would. And now that guy will sit behind bars for the rest of his life and perhaps will realise just what he did and caused. It'll be Hell on Earth for him indeed.

But you can understand how some of the families felt :O( I mean how awful would that be! Knowing that this guy could have possibly averted such a horrible act and perhaps given us the jump on Bin Laden, it's awful to think someone would be so cold-blooded as to allow that to happen. :Oo That guy can't have soul!

Moving on to much brighter news, the two men trapped down in a mine in Tasmania are in good spirits having recieved sandwiches, some iPods and even a matteress to sleep on! The rescurers have begun their digging through the rock and hope to reach 'em in two days. That would be about 11 days spent down there and the guys are still in good spirits and hope to be able to walk out of the mine. Good story that, very brave! :O)

However, in the book front I have had to lodge a claim because on of my George III books has not arrived after two whole months and the seller refuses to respond to me! I'm very annoyed by this especially since the other three books I ordered arrived so quickly...it doesn't make sense why this one would take so long, so I've given up on it. I hope I get my money back...that set me back $12.50 US and I don't have a job on the horizon anymore.

Oh my ear, my poor poor ear, I suffer damnit, I suffer! I'm totally pissed I really am, I mean like come on What's this Shit? I have no idea how I could get this infection when I was taking antibotics, considering how soon it happend after I stopped them, that bastard bacteria must have been waiting there to take my ear down! I tell you their becoming intelligent and are trying to take us out!

And now I'm off to lodge a compliant with God regarding my person...this body was guarenteed to work well and unhindered for at leas 45 years! :OP

P.S: I've made some changes over at mooseys_sims as well as some updates! :O) Do look around and tell me what you think of my changes!

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Freak out!

I've just realised again that I signed up to go to my Graduation in a moment of insanity...Oh my God why did I agree to do that...it's less then a week away now and I don't think I can get out of it...Shit, shit, shit...fuck, fuck, fuck. I am stupid...I know that I have stage fright, social anxiety what have you...Why did I sign up! Just the thought of sitting in that hall for 60 excruiating minutes, then going out on stage in front of those people...all those people...

FUCK!

All I wanted was to wear that motarboard and the academic robe...I should have just gone to a fancy dress party...

If I called up tomorrow and said I had terrible infections or whatnot, do you think they'd let me off? I'd forgotten all about it so I didn't discuss it with my new psychatrist...I did mention my social phobia though, but only to say that I thought I was doing pretty well. And I am really...but for necessary stuff you know, I don't actively volunteer myself to suffer the fear!

Argh!!! And my parents won't talk to me about the issue except to say I can not go if I want, but they won't help me get out of it or anything. Well, fuck me. Which reminds me, my father can't even come...

Hmm...here's a thought maybe I could try and defer the graduation...maybe I'll be more comfortable with the whole thing in a few months, after I get a job and stuff. I shall have to call the Uni tomorrow...if I can't get out of it what will I do? Go? Not go and blow the $90?

I sure hope I won't have to make that choice!

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Fuck This Shit...

Oh, I hate my ear, I hate it...I think I've got glue ear or something going on here...It's like it's blocked or there's something in there...I feel like I want to pop my ears but trying to do it just makes my ear hurt even worse and doesn't do shit either. It's also itchy and irritated. And every so often spikes of pain go through them...

And now I've got some kind of cramp in my side...like what the Hell...man I feel like like I'm cursed or something...maybe God didn't appericiate my complaints and call for a refund on my person.

Well that's gone away...but what am I going to do about the ear pain? I just took some strong painkillers (with codine in 'em no less) and I'm not allowed to take anymore, but it's still painful...in fact it's just as worse! :O( However will sleep?

Well, anyway, I'm watching an interesting program about an unfortunate medical problem for women it's called Persistent Sexual Arousal, which means these women have the signs of sexual arousual ALL THE TIME! Like constantly! Unsurprising this sucks, becaue you know can you imagine trying to go to work and stuff always feeling like that? But seriously how freaky! And apparently to cure it you need to cut of blood vessles leading to the organs in question. Although, one wonders does that mean they can never do it again so to speak? Never get aroused agin, which would also suck because that's hardly fair either. Sadly one of the women who suffers from the problem wasn't able to tell her husband about it, and they ended up getting divorce which is a shame. :O( And they had one woman who has it who lives in the Bible Belt of the US, a priest came in for exorcism, didn't work though. Although I found the statment that they thought she might be cursed odd, Christians don't believe in curses do they? Either way, the women came togehter in a support group, so that's a positive.

But yeah there sure are weird medical things in this world, after that segement there was one on a kid born with four legs! Luckily they were able to operate on him and remove the extra legs so he can now walk and so forth, but yikes, imagine if he'd had to keep the legs...he probably wouldn't have been able to walk.

God, my ear hurts...I'm worried...what if my eardrum burst...fuck...I've never had that happen before but I hear that's hideously painful and I have threshold of pain, wrings hands. Man I'm freaking myself out...stay calm, stay calm...

Damn...I have to go somewhere tomorrow and I don't want to opt out again...Fuck.

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WHAT THE FLYING FUCK?!!!

Actually I'm not as anxious as they above applies, it's just that I took this quiz and got this result:

( The Horror, the horror! )

What the Hell is this though, I can't find my inhaler thing...damn I need to puff that thing for another week the Doc said and with my cough still been rather bad I think I need it. How annoying!

( Oh well...I'm sure you've had enough of my wining for today...so Memes! )

And now I'm watching something on drugs...someone as just said a Rave and esctasy is a "Rite of Passage", cripes...I'm sure as Hell not going through that rite, esctasy, what the Fuck, that stuff can kill you outright and probably lead you into situations you really don't want to go. I'm also not sure about all these Philospical types talking about how fear of drugs is just a taboo and whatnot, well be that as it may but more people have carked it from cocaine then cough medicine I think. Alcohol and cigarette are of course the unknown factor, dangerous bastards those are.

But yes, I wouldn't take a drug that hadn't been rigiriously and thoroughly tested, there could be any kind of shit in those street drugs, so I don't think we should encourage such things.

Besides, among other things a rave is a great way to get ear damage, which and this current time is insult to injury to me. And how anyone get can a peaceful experience with 100 dB in their ears is a question.

Well, there's nothing wrong with a Rave, but really leave the drugs at home.

(This has been a Community Service Announcement from the Moose)

And now, I've got to find the puffer or open the second one...

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